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I’m confuzzled about you.
You’re not who i normally go for looks and personality wise but there’s something about you and it makes me confuzzled about whether i like you in that way or not. You’re one of my closest friends at Uni and we get on so well with humour and music and other stuff and i feel i can be myself around you and last night it was so nice to have someone so close to me and i felt so safe with you wrapped around me but you’ve just come outta a relationship and you wanna have fun and just go out there with nothing serious and i dunno if i want to just have sex with no meaning but then i’m thinking at the same time there is something there, there’s just no commitment. It’s so confuzzling! Really i would just like to sleep in your bed every night because it’s a double but also because i hate being alone and you’re so shnuggly! Also posting Artic Monkeys ‘R U Mine?’ just after i’d left, i dunno whether i’m thinking too much into it or whether that meant something :/ why do i always do this? I get a bit of affection and my mind goes on a crazy journey and thinks too much into it and just arghhhhh ): also does it make me bad that one of your friends likes me and i don’t think i like him in the way anymore but i kinda told him in the next uni year i’d think about it but i’ve already made my mind up. But does it still make me a bad person? Why can stuff never be just freakin’ simple, really wanna hug right now and i can smell you on your hoody i borrowed *sigh*
I’m still confuzzled about you.

Ramble over.




These are my confessions (8)
- i have to order the majority of my food before i eat it
- i'm an organised freak
- i miss being the different and unique one but people have taken over :/
- i like to help people but sometimes it's frustrating when they completely ignore your advice
- i get jealous easily
- not many people know exactly how/why one of my relationships ended
- i think if i let go now it'll make it alot easier in the future
- my favourite sounds are the sound of traffic passing you as you drive with your window down, the sound of the bypass early in the morning when no one else in the neighbourhood is up and the sea
- i used to have a bad habit and i'm scared one day i'm gonna feel the need to go backwards
- i desire what i can't have
- growing up scares the freakin' shit outta me but i always talk so excitedly about it
- i have nightmares when i'm awake too often
- i dislike myself on the outside and partly on the inside
- i keep getting the feeling i'm being replaced

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